June 24, San Mateo, CA: It is time to end this week. I am going to try to mine some motivation this weekend. I just feel like I am dragging and struggling a little bit all around. Nothing is going exceptionally...or maybe it just all feels like a load of work. Writing that reminds me of something I heard when I first arrived at Northwestern: "You can have your ease now, or you can have it later." But it also reminds me of deferred happiness, and I'm not at all a fan of that. In that case, "Now, please."