February 6, South Lake Tahoe, CA: A beautiful night at 7,000 feet. Spending a weekend with friends that I love dearly. But also reminded of how differently I feel in groups versus one-on-one. I've always been more comfortable interacting with one person at a time. I think part of it has to do with the fact that I think I can have more intimate conversations. But I also think its historically allowed me to indulge my need for control. To control the conversation, specifically, what is communicated about me.