February 27, Menlo Park, CA: Had a fantastic time at the company BBQ. Even though I was charged with taking pictures, I really enjoyed chatting....and even letting people know more about my personal life. I was so pleasantly surprised by my boss' response to what happened earlier this week and with how at ease I felt at the BBQ. Its a new feeling for me: being ok with people at work having a glimpse into my personal life. I don't feel like I am holding so tightly to my world away from the office, fearing for some reason that I will be "found out" for something I haven't even defined. I have a great boss, and feel like I am really in the right place. Although I don't think I anticipated all the responsibility that would come with the job. Even though I think I will be pushed harder than I ever have before, I don't feel so anxious. Maybe the honeymoon isn't over yet.